I forced myself to sleep like a fretful child
just after takeoff because the growing distance
between you and me made my head throb,
and eight hundred miles later I woke with a start
and pressed my temple to the glass as though
I’d only been looking out instead of dreaming
I was falling, and I saw the horizon split into blue
above and snow below only it wasn’t snow
it was clouds and I was looking at the tops of things
I’d only seen from the bottom before and they
opened up like pack ice breaking loose
in an arctic summer and between the floes
was an ocean of gray water with ancient peaks
beneath the waves only it wasn’t an ocean
but the dry land under the clouds and
the crests weren’t submarine mountains but
the folds of upheaved earth chafing the bellies
of cirrocumuli, and you were not there when
I turned to say “oh look!” and you’re not here
to tell stories of learning to fly and the grace of land
and sky when they linked arms in a reel and swung
each other round, and I’m not there to smile at
your memories and imagine I can see as you did.
No. We are parting, though we insist we are not.
Each time I go and you stay, we part,
like the land down below where a runnel
cuts a canyon from stone.
©Dana Hughes 10.29.17